Love or stupidity?

The reason I created this blog is to free my mind from everyday stress. Sometimes after work and i go back to my hostel, i don't know what to do after i take my dinner, watch tv or surf the net. You see, I'm sort of an expat but in a non-literal way. Hard to explain so i won't get into the details.

I have 2 kids back home whom i loved the most and was separated from my wife for more than 2 years now. I had a previous relationship to a woman whom i truly loved but it doesn't work out either. And this is the topic which i wanted to share with you.

What is the thin line between unconditional love and stupidity?



You will always hear from people who are so in love would say to their partners, "I will do anything for you to make you happy." But I want you to complete this sentence which i borrowed from one of Meatloaf's song. "I would do anything for love, but i won't do that." What is that "that" which you wouldn't do for love?

I have a fiend whom i think have done the most stupid thing that a guy would do. And that is to beg to someone that he loved so much just to take him back. I said stupid because he wasn't the one who is unfaithful. He wasn't the one who didn't keep their promise to each other. And he wasn't the one who is confused and doesn't know what to do. You see he loved this girl so much that he swallowed his pride, throw away his self-respect and incinerate his dignity so that she will give him another chance. Another chance for what? After hitting his head on a brick wall, figuratively speaking, he asked himself the same question too. Why would he beg and ask for another chance when he didn't do anything wrong? At first he thought it is because he loved her so much, which he really do. But in a way, it can't be love also if he keeps on hurting himself because the person whom he loved so much doesn't even feel any guilt for what she's done. She had the chance to correct everything but she was so afraid and irresponsible to do it. She said he was the one she truly loved but what had happened was too complicated for her to correct. And that is what i don't understand till now because they didn't formally broke up because she just can't do it. And now she's with this guy whom she said she doesn't love but rather she likes. Now i know why it's so hard to move on when there is no closure in a relationship. There are so many questions left unanswered and there are feelings which you wanted to get out of your system. But there's no way to do that now coz it will be stupid again or rather it will sound desperate again if you will try to talk to that person who is moving on and left you out in the cold.

So for all of you out there, "What would you not do for love?"